Taking my rx today

This morning I woke up at 7:30am. I got up at 8:30am and took the dog for a walk. Why did I wake up late? I'm still adjusting to the transition rx. I returned from walking the dog and made myself breakfast. So far in have taken half dose of my blood pressure pill.


It's 12:12pm. I just called my dr. She's not in today. The secretary will get back to me after her lunch. Time for plan B. where is the dr.?

12:45pm. I'm wary if taking my 1/2 dose celexa again. I'm thinking celexa then BP pill. I believe I did that before. 30 mind apart.

1:56pm.  The dr.'s secretary is back from lunch.  She stated that Doc got the paper work from Health Net and filled it out.  Then she faxed it over to health net last night. I called Health Net just now.  They did receive the paperwork.  They did not receive a prior authorization? Or did they? I couldn't understand Ben in that sentence.   But the pharmacy had questions for Doc. So it will be another 24 hours.

3:07pm. An hour ago I had a soup and took my 1/2 BP pill. 30 mins later I took 1/4 celexa. 10 mins later I took 1/4 celexa. Only minimal flushing then. Yup. Gonna have to pair it with my BP rx. It helped that I was talking to my friend E.


It's 7:50pm.  I'm feeling more flushing since 30 minutes ago.  I don't know why.  The Celexa has gone through my system by now....though it hasn't left me yet.  The Lexapro on the other hand is leaving my system and I am due for another dose.  I just took half the Lexapro dosage and will take the other half later tonight as I usually do. 

Symptoms I'm feeling.

1.  slight headache (this is new)
2. trembling fingers from anxiety (i know this is a symptom of my trigger.)
3. slight shallow breathing (i purposely take deep breaths to compensate) 
4. slight chest pain
5. light headedness

Is it time for the xanax yet? Apparently writing this down is giving me more issues as well. 

I haven't written fiction or drawn at all today.  I've been on my handheld all day. BAD Mami. Bad... I feel the half Lexapro dose working.  I just need to remember to relax.  Later tonight, when I'm better, I will blog again. 


10:55pm. I just awoke from a nap. I want to go back to sleep. I took out my new composition book and started writing fiction again. This one describes hygiene in the wilderness. I like this better. It helped calm me down too.