Field trip

Big day today. Saw my parents. Went shopping with them. Got an outfit for a special occasion. My parents brought my outfit that I wore on my special occasion. I plan to let mini me wear mine if it fits. 

Tomorrow my relation sees the specialist dr. I'm going with... Pray for the best. 

I'm glad I saw my parents today. I had to tell them to back off when I was giving my relative's spouse directions to a warehouse store at the mall. One parental unit was already anxious. I could tell. I told everyone to relax, take a deep breath and slowly let it out; in-law had a good chuckle at that. 

Since last I posted...

Since last I posted my family and I have gone through some changes. My relation has a new health issue that requires daily maintenance. Yes, Type II. We will know for sure in April after seeing the specialist.  I, myself, have had my medicine changed. I am OFF the Xanax and on Ativan now. That was fun! What a month! I kept getting angry at any given moment. My bill was horrendous! I realized what was happening and told relation to just run away from me. When I finished paying my bill, R asked me "how was that last week?"  Hardy har har! 

I've changed facilities for mental health now due to Calworks. I go to group therapy. I see both the counselor and psychiatrist. The counselor I see every two weeks. The psychiatrist I see once a month. Both are on vacation now for a full month. I see my group ppl weekly.