Income

Must sell 23 beanie caps at $5.00 ea to pay off tuition. 

Blood pressure

Never get into controversial situations or conversations before your BP is taken. 

Knitting

I've been knitting my preemie beanie brimmed caps to donate to the hospitals. In this time ice learned more about etsy that nickel and dimes you to death and other third party stores. 

Wish me luck. 

Reproduction pt 2

There will be no addition to the family. The egg has dropped, my cycle has come. 

My cycle

I'm waiting for my cycle. It's supposed to start today. Tomorrow is good too. I've been thinking what if I'm pregnant. So this morning before I took my dependent to establishment I talked to my uterus/baby. I told my baby if (s)he was already there then that was ok. If (s)he decided to stay that was fine and we would do best our best by him/her. We loved him/her.  If (s)he decided to leave that was ok. We still loved him/her. I prayed to GOD for guidance. This issue has me teary-eyed. 

I'm 44 years old. If I'm pregnant I'm not ready. I need to get ready. I need to take prenatal pills again. I need to talk to my dr about pills that do not pass through the placenta to the baby. We want a healthy baby. 

I will make an appointment for next week if my period doesn't come. I recently had a menopause test. I'm still very fertile. Another test to verify if my estrogen level DROPPED probably won't be out if the question. 

When the dog stays at home alone / Пока никто не видит

The Golden Eaglet

The Golden Eaglet (©1918) part 1 of 2

Slow walkers

I scheduled a slow walker group today at 8:45am I front of the establishment. Two ppl responded. They have not shown up. It is now 8:50am. Three ppl are at a car talking over issues. Another person is talking on a cell at the other corner of this lopsided triangle. In the meantime ppl keep coming in and out the door I referred to. "At the wall, in front" of the gate to the establishment. 

In the end no one showed up and I went home. 

UNICEF tap app project

http://tap.unicefusa.org/mobile#intro-wrapper

How long can you go without your cell to give someone clean drinking water in another country? Here's me so far. 

Emma. Paltrow v Beckinsale v Garai

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Billy Crystal Oscars Opening -- 1991 Academy Awards

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"Man or Muppet" from "The Muppets" winning Best Original Song

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The Muppets

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I survived the walking field trip

I survived the walking field trip. 2.14 miles  walked by me at the park at back to the establishment. Then I went to my appt to see dr f. At the same time I had my BP taken. It was at 150/90 with a pulse of 101. I saw the P. A. It was taken again and it had gone down to 129/90. I'm doing better with extended release verapamil. The other gave me problems. 

To the trip

To the trip

To the trip to the trip to the trip trip trip (William Tell overture) wish me luck. I'm gonna be there. All medicated. 

Passed the test

My dependent passed the threes tables. Now on to the fours. The other teacher is gone. A very good sub is in place and MANY CHILDREN that didn't fit the cookie cutter mold are flourishing now. 

I have talked to my relation about Mother's Day again. This time the conversation was better than the screaming match from before. Talking about money was better. It was in my touched upon. I'm afraid to open my monthly statement. 

These are touchy subjects for me. Being off the Lexapro at first was fine. Until life hit me dead center. I took 10mg of Lexapro today along with the following: 1mg Xanax, 240mg verapamil extended release, and normal dose of hydroclorothiazide. I almost missed a dose this weekend with the changing of the Rxs. 

BP nightmare!

This past month I was too medicated to realize that my BP was drastically changed and proper method of dosing was not given to me; neither at the clinic nor at the pharmacy.  At first with the pain killer and anti inflammatory I was too out if it to notice. 10 days later I noticed when I got off those two medications cut off for Tylenol extra strength. I first noticed my heart pounding at night. I took an extra Duse of Xanax at .5. It took a few days then I realized that it was my BP Rx. I finally got it changed on Saturday. Sunday my chest felt normal again. Last night my dependent woke up crying about a music video I showed. Someone had changed the lyrics for Disney: Frozen Do you want to build a snowman. The song is very sentimental and emotive. The video was of a child and parent walking door to door asking for a promise to buy an item te scout sells. Well my dependent stated next year won't renew becoming a scout.  The video on YouTube was too sad. 

I'm also blamed for showing the video to my dependent by the same said person. My relation didn't blame me much. Just gave me a stern look. Dependent keeps blaming me. "It wasn't for me. I shouldn't have seen it."  I could not agree more.