Wow what a weekend

Last night I woke up in a day mare. Relation came and soothed me and recommended I take the Xanax. I didn't at that time. This morning when I realized my body hadn't fully recuperated I took the .5 Xanax. Last night I finished those donuts. Could it have brought in my anxiety? It was certainly a factor. But my dependent's situation is the stressor. 

I'm still worried about Monday. I filled out the consent form for the guidance intern to see my dependent. But we parents think it's time to change the environment anyway. Still want to do all for D, but we want a fresh start. That class has a negative vibe for D. The children are in D's face. They tattletale on D. Five raced up to me to tell me something D did that was silly. D didn't kill anyone. D didn't punch anyone in the face. D played with the wood-chips. D didn't bother anyone. WHO CARES!  D didn't hurt anyone. I don't want to hear it. 

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D and I went to church D had Sunday school, then we went to mass. R picked us up as we went to the mall. Shower's done. Now it's time for D to write an apology to the teacher. In the letter what behaviors need to be followed through on. I'm stressed out. It's time to switch classes. 

D wrote the letter to the teacher with help. I put it in an envelope for privacy sake. We have talked to D all weekend about proper behavior. We want D to avoid saying things that will have child services coming to our house and remove D. D says things and doesn't realize how horrible they sound. 

Angels and Ministers of Grace pray for us. Blessed Virgin Mary pray for us. St. Kateri pray for us. 

Jesus in your name we pray. Heal us all. Amen.