It's been a while

I know it's been a while. Summer is not the best for me. My dependent went back to school. D has new issues in this new grade. My relation and I have started  relating again! Yay! D was supposed to go with extended family one weekend. It never happened. So Relation and I never got a chance to boogie around! I was pissed! You try planning to get rid of a dry spell and have your dependent refuse to sleepover! 

I'm at the point where I take .5 Xanax once a week now. A few times I made it to 1 1/2 weeks. I've been going to group once a week. Today I took .5 Xanax. I finally had to. My body felt heavy, tight, uncomfortable. I will need to talk to my dr about this. 

I started walking at least five minutes a day. Even so I've still gained weight and feel the difference. My undergarments fits tighter. It causes me anxiety. As soon as I come home I remove all my tight clothes.  

For my bday I got long looms. Now I can knit scarves. Yay!