Good day today...bad day

Had a good day today. My one-on-one dealt with helping my dependent learn coping skills for life. G. and I used the white board to track D's train of thought. I felt better after that. G said it would be ok if it was ok with me to be included in the SST for D. I am thankful for that. 

Coping skills now or pain later. Coping. Skills. Now.

So far no Xanax today. It's been 8 days since my last dosage. 

D's teacher stated D had a bad today. Lets see... How did it start? 

• baby stepped to class via another route

• wrote I LOVE on facial tissue

• lost her pencil box privilege cuz she played with..., and tossed it. 

• said, "why don't you kill me" to the teacher 

• she threw a paper ball at someone---D then spoke up sayiny, "Isr. threw it at me"

While the teacher was trying to talk to me quietly in the classroom other students tried to come in. Teacher firmly told them to leave the room. This was not a conversation for them. 

MY DEPENDENT IS HEADING FOR S. E. D.! That's a place D would never survive! 

I've worked with S. E. D. It's not nice. It's not pretty. It's dangerous. D gas negative thought. True. Dangerous? Not yet. Lets keep it that way.