Hotel family reunion

Yesterday we had a family reunion and a local hotel. We were enjoying ourselves. We swam in the pool. I was the lifeguard in the pool, again. I am very tired! I had to take .5 Xanax at 1 AM in the morning this past morning. I was having trouble going to sleep and my heart started racing and I was  anxious and nervous. Okay let's face it I was over exhausted and my body needed balancing out. 

My menstrual cycle finished today. 

As the evening came on my cousin called. My cousin who said he was out of the country and just arrived yesterday and phoned us today that our aunt was in the hospital that she had been attend there for 4 or 5 days. She is 81 or 82 years old. My cousin said that she has been hallucinating and possibly suffering from septicemia. Now he says the doctor says that a decision has to be made. My aunts signed papers giving my cousin the power of attorney however, he has been out of the country all this time. This put a damper on the festivities yesterday. 

Two years ago her sister died from a fire. i passed my phone to my dad so that he could talk to my cousin. Today my cousin called again to let us know that my aunt was doing worse today than yesterday. Today we are hosting part day but my parents my relative and my relatives children are going to visit my aunt in the hospital there going to try to take care the situation in the morning. To get together was supposed to be for 2 PM it is difficult to see if anyone is coming today to the family get together since my hand is in declining health at the hospital Mayari relative states that she is not in the mood for a car birthdays or anything and that sort. I asked my relative to take me out the thread...to start a new thread where they're updating Without me in the new. I and my nerves would not be able to handle all the updates on my aunt as I am without company here at the park except for my relation and my dependent. My relative has done that; has started a new thread. The updates are being kept on that thread I have no knowledge of what is going on. Sometimes I wish I knew, but I know it's better if you gave me the information in person with someone next to me. That's what my nerves can handle. 

It is now 2:18 PM. My nuclear family is the only one that is here we did bring our dog.  My parents, my relative, my relative's dependents are still at the hospital. My cousins have not arrived.  my other relative and  dependents have not arrived. My other relative and family has not arrived either.   

I will update on this topic later tonight. Peace and love. Amen